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NAME: Ren, Ruin, whatever you wanna call me.
AGE: 111 ~ is when she stopped counting
PRONOUNS: SHE/THEY
LIKES: BATS, CATS, MEMES & THE OCCULT
DISLIKES: CRUELTY OF MAN
FAVORITE BAND: MCR
FAVORITE MOVIES: Nosferatu, Renfield, Shrek, POTC, QOTD, Spice World, & many more!

HEIGHT: 6’3” with the ears
WEIGHT: Immeasurable
LOCATION: A mossy cave outside of the Murder Capital of the Midwest
INTERESTS: Memes, pop culture, horror, random trivia, wholesome games, witchcraft, vampires, 3-D modeling, reading, information access, cataloging, Libraries, creating things, decorating her cave, cats, Palia, Animal Crossing, MTN Dew.
PLAN: To learn how to a videogame.
Trivia:: She is double jointed in one finger, falls prey to echolalia on the daily, and is currently working on creating her own little world, with 1/6 scale miniatures of course.

A simple girl born July 11th 1881 in Ohio; Renata DeChiroptera, a part of a simple family of scholars, found herself taking a job to work at the library in a small town in Illinois USA in 1901. Being a young lady in her early 20’s it wasn’t long until she was besmirched with a gentleman who only visited when it was either cloudy or the sun had set. He spoke of things well beyond her understanding of the modern world, and the more Ren learned of him and his life, the odder the hours the library held. A tale as old as time but as thus she fell beholden to this dark unspeakable horror that had been living throughout the centuries preying on unsuspecting victims. She became his familiar while posing as his wife, to gather supplies and victims for him to prey upon; while she toyed with his memory and intellect of a reality well outside her mortal comprehension. For years this relationship was mutually beneficial, as she studied up on the past and he stayed under the radar in the house they shared on the edge of the woods. Overtime he was slowly converting her into one of the un-dead. An ever living corpse. It was a painstaking process that involved a lot of wardrobe changes to hide bat-like wings and ears on a humanoid body. As she became more and more obsessed with his life up until this point, the town's library was left to decay, as books and the information written by the men in them no longer held her interest. She barely left his side but for supplies and unknown traveling victims, and was purely enamored with him. But after a horrific night filled with memories of his past came to be her nightmares, Renata realized she needed some time alone, as she was forgetting herself..It had been a decade since she had begun Adam’s care. Though he was content living in this small town in obscurity, Renata had a grand idea for him to visit the UK and return on a cruise within a newly minted Olympic-Class Ocean Liner. With her own sanity in mind, she booked him a first class ticket to Liverpool for a couple of weeks to catch up with old friends. Adam was set up for a nice relaxing early April cruise to New York where she would collect him, from a modern vessel named the Titanic, which toted the best safety measures of the time.That didn't happen. On April 20th 1912, a month and half after he had left, she heard words of the ship's great demise. A hardbound chord in the back of her brain snapped, realizing the life she built, the life she loathed, the life she was obsessed with, was gone in a moment. Even undead, even immortal; there is no way he could have survived that ship's sinking. Being barely half human herself, she knew she couldn’t return to her old life, so it was in her best interest to sell the library. Living as a Dhampyre, she could be in the sun, but still craved the need for blood, human or otherwise. Her time away from Adam reminded her of the joys of information, the joy for life.

Returning to that small town, she opened the library one last time giving books away to anyone that would take them. With the shelves emptied, she walked into the woods…There Renata DeChiroptera slept for decades in a cave outside what soon became The Murder Capital of the Midwest. Eventually she awoke to the sound of tremendous mourning on May 28, 2016; interrupting her decades long depression nap. Starving; she took a giant bite out of a vein like cable dangling from the back of the cave. This fibrous cable instantly connected her synapses with the world wide web. This cursed dhampyr became OBSESSED with this new fangled invention; which she immediately learned was the source of the mourning that had awoken her.Before discovering Twitch in 2020 Renata, going by her username now, Ruin ingested every meme they could find. Her piercing laughter could be heard throughout the abandoned bunkers on the outskirts of town. This brought in Zbrund; an imp similar in appearance to Buer. He rolled out through a crack in the cave, and right up to Ruin exclaiming; "M'lady''. This silly little Imp taught Rogue more and more about the devilish appeal of the internet and helped fuel her obsession with the absurdity of this new found life.Through countless laughs, shared trauma, and peculiar interests; Ruin fell in love with Zbrund. A Dhampyr and a Imp in love is definitely a sight to behold; but being on the shy-side Zbrund, pops in and out of streams as he sees fit. He’s usually always lurking in the shadows of the cave, though.Zbrund and Ruin now share the cave with three familiars of their own, Sam (18), Sterling (5), and Celeste (1). Two black cats and a tortie that spend their time either sleeping or climbing on desks to be in the way as much as possible.Together they spend their days cackling loudly at the internet and attempting to ‘get good’ at video games. On the last Friday of each quarter they meet up with other Frantic Fiends to play games and revel in the different lives one can have here on the world wide web.Though her humor is a little out of date; join Ruin on this adventure of learning how to ‘a video game’ while screeching in and outside of the 'net. After all, she should learn how to be a real 'human' anyways. Can't stay in this cave forever..... Right..?